Not sure where to turn, what to do, overwhelmed and anxious I spoke to Andrew as if 20 doors separated us instead of air and a few feet. Last Saturday, as our girls snoozed in their bed and we enjoyed a glass of wine, Andrew shared with me a situation he was troubled with earlier at the crowded aquarium. I have what I like to call 'crowd claustrophobia' a whole 'nother post all together, but when in a large crowd I am over-the-top anxious, jumpy and often start hyperventilating. Well, evident to him, he explained it to me later. This was very evident last weekend during our trip to the GA Aquarium. I don't mean the ahem behind the bedroom door intimacy, but more the 'place a hand on his shoulder, whisper into his ear in public' kind. I have a problem with intimacy with my husband. oh so hopefully make it through these 30 days. This will be my place to complain, to post pictures, to be on a diet to the nobody who reads this blog, but it will be amazing to write things out and hopefully. For the next 30 days, my beloved, long forgotten and neglected blog, will become my recipe center. Tomorrow I am starting the journey again. That was the end of my Whole 30 experience. I felt this nervous energy making your hands shake run through me, but dammit I was hungry and I wanted that biscuit. I bit into that biscuit that I so desired, and I started shaking. the running cheese covering the side of the biscuit and melting on the paper. This one was a loaded egg omelet biscuit. It was a bad morning I was running late, we got in a fight (maybe, I don't really remember) and I was hungry.

I remember the day I broke from the whole 30 diet. I tried this in October '12 and lasted almost 2 weeks. Today I had pizza with the girls for dinner. Today I am drinking the rest of my boxed wine. This number crossed the limits I can accept for myself. I mean it was up and down a bit right, that's super normal? But today. I mean who doesn't, right? I gained a bit in the next couple of months. Just 6 months ago, I was 20 pounds lighter.

They were by far the largest numbers that I had ever seen. This morning I stepped on the scale and was assaulted with the numbers that shot back at me.

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